Lesons from a Desolate Place Pt. 6 by Chris White

Hikers to St. Antony's Cave

     Christ was tempted by Satan when he was physically weakened from fasting and at a time when He had gone out to be alone in the desert in preparation for His public ministry.  This should not surprise us in the least.  The loneliness and hardship of the desert is a great revealer about the true state of our souls and our enemy knows we are very vulnerable on that point.  Fallen human nature would rather hide from God or flee from His presence than own up to failure.  This translates into our relationships as well.  Have you ever noticed how easy it is to be angry towards somebody who has criticized you rather than to actually examine yourself and consider that they may be right?  The lesson we can learn from those who went out to the desert is what they called a vow of stability.  A great many of them lived alone in caves or simple shelters (naturally cool and easy to find) but naturally formed into communities for mutual protection, safety, and spiritual encouragement.  What they did is promised God and each other that they would not run when life got hard, they would not move away when they got bored (an affliction we all seem to think is fatal), and they would not flee if they were criticized.  In essence, they were willing to face the truth about what they would quite naturally do and put themselves in a position of not turning back.  We are all prone to running away when life gets hard.  If we don’t do it physically, we do it a thousand other ways for we are all masters of escape.  But the Lord does His best work when we stay put, stand firm, and stick together.  In our next installment we’ll consider the discipline of silent thought and silent prayer as was practiced in the desert.

Lessons from a Desolate Place Pt. 4 by Chris White

Coptic Monk in Egypt

     In the 4^th Century the deserts of Egypt received a reverse exodus of Christians desiring to leave the general population and seek God in solitude and silence.  As I discussed in my previous installment the physical geography of Egypt was such that a sort walk from any city put you in the land of the “red earth” but beyond the simple practicality of being close by, there was also a spiritual viewpoint that had long been attached to the desolation of the desert.  If you’ll remember the chief motivation for this migration was seeking a deeper and greater Christian commitment in a time of spiritual shallowness.  It was the common perception that after Constantine, Christianity had conquered the city.  But now it was time for the committed to launch a new war and attack the stronghold of the Devil.  Why did they think Satan lived in the desert?  Because that is where Jesus was tempted by Satan (Mt. 4) and where Jesus said demons go when they have been cast out of a man (Mt. 12:43).  To the Christian mind of this time, the desert represented a key place to engage in battle for the sake of God’s Kingdom.  But the desert was more than a battleground against the devil, it was also a proving ground of the truth.  That will be our topic next week.

Lessons from a Desolate Place Pt. 3 by Chris White

     In my last installment I discussed the mass exodus of committed Christians from the cities into the deserts of Egypt during the 3^rd and 4^th centuries.  The impetus behind this movement was to seek a more earnest commitment to the Lord Jesus in a period of time of spiritual shallowness.  But why the deserts of all places?  This had everything to do with the physical and spiritual geography of Egypt.  Today’s Egypt is a large square which takes up the northeast corner of the African continent but, as is the case in many other places, geopolitical boundaries are out of sync with historic reality.  The word Egypt literally means “black earth”.  This is a reference to the land that borders the Nile River and receives its silt and floodwaters.  Beyond this green and fertile corridor lies the dry and dusty “red earth” which roughly translates into the word “desert” in Egyptian as well.  When the Bible speaks of the Israelites or the Holy Family going down to Egypt, they were not hanging out in the region of the “red earth” but rather they lived in the areas that bordered the Nile where the water, food, and people lived.  Because the area where people could live in Egypt was so limited, if you wanted to get away from people and find solitude you had to head for the desert.  But mind you, it wasn’t a super long journey.  Next time, we’ll take a look at the spiritual geography of the Egyptian deserts.

Lessons from a Desolate Place pt. 2 by Chris White

St. Antony Monastery in Egypt

     You would hardly know it today, but in the fourth century Egypt was one of the most Christian places on Earth.  This should come as no small surprise since Egypt is so frequently intertwined with the story of Israel and even Jesus Christ Himself.  By the 4^th Century normalization of Christianity under Constantine, the Churches of Egypt were large, powerful, and very influential among the Churches throughout the world.  But many in their ranks were disturbed by the fact that while prestige was at an all time high, it seemed the spiritual temperature was falling to new lows.  Out of this sense of spiritual discomfort came what might be considered a “reverse Exodus” where Christians began leaving their prosperity and comforts in the city to seek the Lord out in the wilderness.  One by one Egyptian Christians began to do this until one Christian writer described the deserts of Egypt as a city of God’s people.  Why these Christians chose the move to the desert will be discussed next time.

Mt. Sinai : God's Summit by Chris White

Sunrise on top of Mt. Sinai

There are many sacred mountains in the world which serve as pilgrimage sites for a diverse mix of religions pagan, Christian, Eastern, and Indigenous.  In some cases the mountain is the symbol of an unseen deity (such as Pele in the Mauna Loa volcano in Hawaii) or commemorates a great event (such as Mt. Ararat in Turkey where Noah's Ark is said to have safely landed).  Some mountains are Temples.  Mt. Zion in Jerusalem is utterly covered over with the remains of the Jewish Temple and the present day Dome of the Rock (the third holiest site in Islam).

Among the most important sacred mountains is Mt. Sinai where God came down and Moses went up and in a holy summit (double entendre intended) the 10 Commandments were given and a holy covenant was ratified with Israel.  Mt. Sinai is one of those Bible sites that are endlessly debated today.  There are at least 5 sites that have laid claim to being the true Mt. Sinai.  Surprisingly, only two of the 5 are on the Sinai Peninsula, the others are in what is known today as Saudi Arabia and Jordan.  Of course there are also some liberal scholars who doubt the entire story of the Exodus because they do not believe Israel ever lived in Egypt much less was enslaved and set free.

 I'm not going to enter into any of this debate.  The Mt. Sinai I visited is in the Sinai Peninsula and located nearby is St. Catherine's Monastery (one of the oldest in the world).  This is the Sinai of Christian tradition.  It probably was not the exact site that is recorded in the book of Exodus, but the location does have a fresh water source and an area large enough for several million people to encamp.   At the very least, it is emblematic, but authenticity is by no means ruled out.

My presence there was for spiritual pilgrimage.  Although I am Christian, my faith emerges from Judaism and the Ten Commandments form the ethical system taught by Jesus.  And so my interest was certainly more than historical and touristic.  Because of this I so chose to walk the trail that I might pray during the ascent which I will recount for you.

 Several hundred were making the climb that day.  You begin your climb at 4am in the dark of night.  As you look ahead, you see an endless train of flashlights making the ascent looking like a river of light flowing uphill.  There is little solitude or quiet.  Some (including my wife) have hired a camel to carry them to the top.  The camel drivers are all yelling at their animals or each other as they negotiate the serpentine trail with hundreds of switchbacks and loose rocks.  The last quarter mile is very steep and narrow and all must take it on foot.  By the time you reach the top you begin to see the pre-dawn light. 

It's exceptionally cold on the summit with breezes kicking up from many directions and reminding you that your undershirt is soaked from your exertions getting to the top.  Everyone seems to huddle together.  A cacophony of languages are heard and spoken, some groups are passing around a bottle of liquor to stay warm, some are outfitted in true hiking attire while others look as if they just left a night club (or A.A. meeting) to make this hike.  In a corner I see Egyptian family selling cups of instant coffee with milk and sugar.  There we wait; looking to the east, all of a sudden all noise and talking give way to a collective gasp.  There it is.  The sun.  But it is bright pink and then red and then bright white as it rises through the pollution of China and then the dust of Saudi Arabia.  It was like seeing the sunrise for the very first time in your life.  How could something so common, so daily, be so glorious?

Actual Moses Not Pictured

It is odd to say this, but the experience of the sunrise on Mt. Sinai felt like one of those moments in your life when you know for certain something has changed inside.  Unlike Moses, I did not walk down the mountain carrying stone tablets, but walking down I did have a sense of profound gratitude for life and the simple joy of seeing such a beautiful sight.  My heart, which had been weighed down by a long illness and subsequent depression, felt lighter than it had for some time.  It was a different experience than I expected, but a religious one none the less.  Sinai is the place of the law, a law I aspire to live by but always fall short.  But for me, in that moment and that place, I experienced a touch of God’s grace that was both extraordinary and common at the same time.